Long time, yup it is.
Well, SPM ended, and so my high school life.
Will be missing my friends a lot.
It was my best highschool life ever
I even felt my dorm was like my 1st home(well, more comfortable than home, i had to admit)
Fast internet and 5x meals everyday(yeah, luxurious)
Everyday homework and drills
Additional classes
Add Maths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry
Skipping classes and stuffs
God, i love these times.
Hope it'll last forever.
But if it is, i would be looping my life all over again, and i will gain just nothing
So as my brother said,"To advance, you got to lose the dearest to you",
I should get over with this, and just let this be within my nevereverforgetful-memories,
and move one for much more better life,
and probably i'll reminisce these memories once more again in the future,
and i would tell my kids that they were:
"The Story of My Life"
The End.
Would be a nice poem-or-whatever-you-call-this.
Time to learn the world and be stronger.
Later.
Showing posts with label Life-rant. Show all posts
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Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Thursday, September 26, 2013
League of Creative Teen(LoCT) 2013 : 3rd Place
Saturday, September 7, 2013
Happy 17th Birthday, Me!
Alhamdulillah, finally i'm 17 years old.
Currently in SPM Trial week, so i'll have to celebrate my birthday with my waifu and books orz.
Oh well, hope i'll be stronger as i kept on growing :3
Later~
Currently in SPM Trial week, so i'll have to celebrate my birthday with my waifu and books orz.
Oh well, hope i'll be stronger as i kept on growing :3
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| Somehow i'd like to cuddle Hayate now just like Signum does =w= |
Friday, May 17, 2013
Why i can't forgive myself on Teacher's Day
Teacher's day had just past by. I got no intention of ranting long, i just want to say that i can't forgive myself for this. I've got a tribute video for the day but i'll post it up later.
It was simple, i made her cry.
It's the worst of thing that people would do.
I totally forgo that she's one of the teachers, thus i didn't have her picture inside the video.
Of course, you'd feel being left out behind, only you are not in the picture.
You've been there for already long time, it's a lie if you won't cry out of it.
So, i made her cry. I totally forgot about her.
I can't forgive myself for doing this.
The president told me it's okay, but of course it's not!
I search the internet like crazy for her picture, and made a short emergency speech-like video
for her.
I thought she was expecting it coming but,
she felt touched, she said this is the first and the most touching thing ever she'd ever saw.
She thanked me.
But i can't forgive myself.
I don't deserve the thanks, i've totally forgotten about her, why did she thank me?
... I'm the worst guy.
It was simple, i made her cry.
It's the worst of thing that people would do.
I totally forgo that she's one of the teachers, thus i didn't have her picture inside the video.
Of course, you'd feel being left out behind, only you are not in the picture.
You've been there for already long time, it's a lie if you won't cry out of it.
So, i made her cry. I totally forgot about her.
I can't forgive myself for doing this.
The president told me it's okay, but of course it's not!
I search the internet like crazy for her picture, and made a short emergency speech-like video
for her.
I thought she was expecting it coming but,
she felt touched, she said this is the first and the most touching thing ever she'd ever saw.
She thanked me.
But i can't forgive myself.
I don't deserve the thanks, i've totally forgotten about her, why did she thank me?
... I'm the worst guy.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
2013 : LET'S ROCK!
SPM this year, pretty much the time i've been waiting for.
Got nothing much to say, just that i can't get into mood for my hobbies.
It's pretty much like they got greyed out, like this:
Anime
Manga
Games
Eroge
CG coloring
etc2.
And Tres Bien for the green-lit ones:
Study
Reports
Homework
......
Okay, i'm starting to be normal, i guess.
Whatever, that concludes for this post until i've done something else unnatural to be said.
Till then, later.
Got nothing much to say, just that i can't get into mood for my hobbies.
It's pretty much like they got greyed out, like this:
etc2.
And Tres Bien for the green-lit ones:
Study
Reports
Homework
......
Okay, i'm starting to be normal, i guess.
Whatever, that concludes for this post until i've done something else unnatural to be said.
Till then, later.
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| Well, no for the time being. |
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Patience and Endurance, A student to be strong-willed
So, while i were surfing around the net today, i found one of my senpai getting this so-called "luxurious" life in her school, like going here and there, something that i always wanted to feel, and to do them. Jelly, if i were to say? Of course, no hard feelings. She already graduated, and i inspire her very much, but not loving, of course.
I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.
I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.
So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.
But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.
Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.
That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3
I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.
I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.
So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.
But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.
Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.
That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3
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| We'll just take it, alright? |
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Summarizing 2012
A very loooonnnngggg time since i last update anything, eh?
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.
January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?
February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH
March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.
April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.
May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?
June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.
July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.
August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.
September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.
October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3
November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.
December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.
January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?
February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH
March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.
April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.
May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?
June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.
July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.
August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.
September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.
October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3
November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.
December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.
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| HOLY SH**!!??#$%^&* |
Friday, July 27, 2012
ICE XII : Report on 2nd week
Yup, you know what is ICE, it's my new taskforce now.
Okay, we're getting this.
So i did said my 3rd manifesto was to repair their lappys and neppys, and i did.
The charges are pretty low if i were to say, but it'll do since we're in school, they're not loaded.
Thanks to the super low prices, customers are endless :3
So, for the time being, here goes the rep :3
so i could make RM60 in 2 weeks, eh?
sounds fine to me, and i guess buying a Wacom Bamboo tablet won't be a dream after 2-3 months, eh? :3
laters chaps :3
Okay, we're getting this.
So i did said my 3rd manifesto was to repair their lappys and neppys, and i did.
The charges are pretty low if i were to say, but it'll do since we're in school, they're not loaded.
Thanks to the super low prices, customers are endless :3
So, for the time being, here goes the rep :3
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so i could make RM60 in 2 weeks, eh?
sounds fine to me, and i guess buying a Wacom Bamboo tablet won't be a dream after 2-3 months, eh? :3
laters chaps :3
ICE XII
ORENO HAREM LIFE KITAAAAAA!!!!
or i'd like to say like that if i were in Hekiyou Gakuin, but no.
Alright, once again, i'm officially a seitokai.
Thank God i passed, i wasn't expecting with my low grades.
Still, i could take Sugisaki Ken as example to rake it up, hoah? :3
So yeah, what's up with ICE?
ICE is first introduced in MRSM PC's BWP 11/12, where they changed the original MAKOM name to ICE.
Still the bloody same thing, where AE was started by MAKOM 10/11 actually. Oh well, just get along with this.
I'm okay with either, or else i'll just make my own name uehehehe.
But for the time being, i guess i'll just go on with ICE since people got used to it. Not my cup of tea but at least they'll remember me.
So, for the time being, i'll be using this logo as my trademark. Inspired by Danny Choo's "Culture Japan" logo :3
The plain one is for videos and the network one is for the upcoming tutorial or anything that connects :3
For now, this would be the report. later :3
or i'd like to say like that if i were in Hekiyou Gakuin, but no.
Alright, once again, i'm officially a seitokai.
Thank God i passed, i wasn't expecting with my low grades.
Still, i could take Sugisaki Ken as example to rake it up, hoah? :3
So yeah, what's up with ICE?
ICE is first introduced in MRSM PC's BWP 11/12, where they changed the original MAKOM name to ICE.
Still the bloody same thing, where AE was started by MAKOM 10/11 actually. Oh well, just get along with this.
I'm okay with either, or else i'll just make my own name uehehehe.
But for the time being, i guess i'll just go on with ICE since people got used to it. Not my cup of tea but at least they'll remember me.
So, for the time being, i'll be using this logo as my trademark. Inspired by Danny Choo's "Culture Japan" logo :3
For now, this would be the report. later :3
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Seitokai Interview : Kokousei version
So yea, here we go again.
Remember me being a seitokai last time?
Aiming for it to this year, hopefully.
Just had my interview this evening
heck they strike my academics
Actually, it was onpurpose for the letdown.
well, kinda, pretty hard by now.
But worry not, it's just the worries that let me down.
After i've known the interview results, either i'm in or not, God decides.
But after that, i won't be having needless heart attack-like-heartbeat anymore.
I could finally start killing for real, seriously HELL YEAH!
and here's my favorite at the moment:
KANZEN KANKAKU DREAMER!
yup, by ONE OK ROCK.
so, that's it by now. Will update for further development :3
Remember me being a seitokai last time?
Aiming for it to this year, hopefully.
Just had my interview this evening
heck they strike my academics
Actually, it was on
well, kinda, pretty hard by now.
But worry not, it's just the worries that let me down.
After i've known the interview results, either i'm in or not, God decides.
But after that, i won't be having needless heart attack-like-heartbeat anymore.
I could finally start killing for real, seriously HELL YEAH!
and here's my favorite at the moment:
yup, by ONE OK ROCK.
so, that's it by now. Will update for further development :3
Friday, June 8, 2012
Happy belated birthday, Hayate!
Though i didn't realize it was 4th June, passed for a few days now...
AAARRRGHHHH!!!!
alright, enough. a belated birthday is okay too, right? :3
I attempted a drawing of her, but meh i failed. But maybe i'll get better next time.
I Love You, Hayate.
Also for extras:
KEIKAKU DOORI! *W*
AAARRRGHHHH!!!!
alright, enough. a belated birthday is okay too, right? :3
I attempted a drawing of her, but meh i failed. But maybe i'll get better next time.
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| Happy Birthday, Hayate-chan~ |
Also for extras:
KEIKAKU DOORI! *W*
Mid-term results 2012.
Okay, not gonna blurt out much and i'm just reporting in here.
What i got is 3.38 for TPNG,
requirement for me to apply for Student Representative Council passed.
Also, i expect it to be lower but to think it's just in the range of 3.0<3.5 it's just nice.
Ah yea, i got no fails, so i don't have to repeat, eh? :3
Later then :3
What i got is 3.38 for TPNG,
requirement for me to apply for Student Representative Council passed.
Also, i expect it to be lower but to think it's just in the range of 3.0<3.5 it's just nice.
Ah yea, i got no fails, so i don't have to repeat, eh? :3
Later then :3
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Life as a High School Student
DANSHI KOKOUSEI NO NICHIJOU... AU!
nah, not happening.
It's not an all-boys school so, no.
But i do wish it is ;_;
Oh well whatever.
Anyway here's my rant for on my school life, after a month of being "educated" again.
Geez, i thought i'd be NEET forever after a long holiday but not happening.
Just after i'm there, well, i know the place since i've been there several times in the past. More likely, 5-6years ago. It's pretty long, and it's pretty nostalgic lol.
Alright skip that, i'm going to the main point now.
How my studies had gone? To be honest, i haven't start to get serious yet. I was about to but, i got like, tired on the way so that's the reason why i've been skipping homework. Tired here doesn't mean that i've given up but, it's a word to cover what i've been thinking till now. If i could plan on what's gonna happen(not like i could see my future, but prediction isn't a wrong thing to do, right?), i might be able to go through my life smoothly. But yea, reality is cruel. Even nagiyanagi said that, in the song Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari. As much cruel it is, we're living in the reality. Talking like this made me wanna wish a life in 2D. Heck yeah, my waifu is 2D and would be forever 2D unless i found someone similar.
I've given quite lot of thoughts, and i think i've come to a solution. I'm just waiting either i want to this or not. Time is short so if i didn't start now, it'll be too late and i fail, probably gonna drop myself to the most bottom of the see and i won't be able to get up again. The world is all about planning. But only planning alone won't get me anywhere, i gotta take some action. I plan, i do. Easier said than done, they say. I can't even get into mood whether i'm about to start, so what can i do?
The new song that keeps me alive aside from My Dearest by supercell, The Everlasting Guilty Crown by EGOIST(Chelly). Of course, again it's from supercell's ryo composing. My mind, action, mood and thoughts are all decided by musics. I might get emotional sometimes, thanks to the music also. So point here is, i'm up anything when there's an upbeat music like this. It's just awesome.
Others?
Too lazy, or likely i don't feel like spouting the crap here. Not worth telling.
What to make sure is, i'm on my way for the position in the Student Rep Council, i shall create an evolution for the Multimedia condition now. 俺が王になる!
nah, not happening.
It's not an all-boys school so, no.
But i do wish it is ;_;
Oh well whatever.
Anyway here's my rant for on my school life, after a month of being "educated" again.
Geez, i thought i'd be NEET forever after a long holiday but not happening.
Just after i'm there, well, i know the place since i've been there several times in the past. More likely, 5-6years ago. It's pretty long, and it's pretty nostalgic lol.
Alright skip that, i'm going to the main point now.
How my studies had gone? To be honest, i haven't start to get serious yet. I was about to but, i got like, tired on the way so that's the reason why i've been skipping homework. Tired here doesn't mean that i've given up but, it's a word to cover what i've been thinking till now. If i could plan on what's gonna happen(not like i could see my future, but prediction isn't a wrong thing to do, right?), i might be able to go through my life smoothly. But yea, reality is cruel. Even nagiyanagi said that, in the song Kimi no Shiranai Monogatari. As much cruel it is, we're living in the reality. Talking like this made me wanna wish a life in 2D. Heck yeah, my waifu is 2D and would be forever 2D unless i found someone similar.
I've given quite lot of thoughts, and i think i've come to a solution. I'm just waiting either i want to this or not. Time is short so if i didn't start now, it'll be too late and i fail, probably gonna drop myself to the most bottom of the see and i won't be able to get up again. The world is all about planning. But only planning alone won't get me anywhere, i gotta take some action. I plan, i do. Easier said than done, they say. I can't even get into mood whether i'm about to start, so what can i do?
The new song that keeps me alive aside from My Dearest by supercell, The Everlasting Guilty Crown by EGOIST(Chelly). Of course, again it's from supercell's ryo composing. My mind, action, mood and thoughts are all decided by musics. I might get emotional sometimes, thanks to the music also. So point here is, i'm up anything when there's an upbeat music like this. It's just awesome.
Others?
Too lazy, or likely i don't feel like spouting the crap here. Not worth telling.
What to make sure is, i'm on my way for the position in the Student Rep Council, i shall create an evolution for the Multimedia condition now. 俺が王になる!
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Admitted to MRSM Pengkalan Chepa : Will and Resolution
So here i am again(well it's my blog, what do you expect?) telling you something that i will tell eventually.
The day have finally come. I'm no longer a junior high student, but now am a high school student. My previous school, MRSM Gerik, well yea i've done a lot. And i've built pretty much of my reputation and power there.
If i were to rank it, i'm successful in Gerik, where i have my hands almost on anything.
Closing old books, i'm opening the new one. I shall forget what happened in Gerik, bad times of course. I was waiting for this day to forget them. I wish i had memories, and yes i had. I had good times, but also bad times in the same time. What's past are past. I hate the bygone something so i won't use it lulz.
Alright, put 'em all aside, and here comes MRSM PC in 4 more days.
My bro and sis were there, but that doesn't mean anything like special treatment or stuffs.
Thanks to Guilty Crown, Shu's being a badass really made my day, and yea, made my will.
My Will and Resolution:
1) Be the king
Lol sounds funny. But it ain't funny. This is a challenge. Let's see what an otaku like me, with no looks, with communication skills trouble and also a hikikomori, can be there.
Sounds like a weak start, right?
Well, who cares. I follow to no one, but i welcome anyone that wish to follow me.
And till now, the song My Dearest - supercell which is sung by Koeda, yea, i still love it. More like, i love her She's cool and moe in that outfit. And i like their style. supercell FTW!
Okay, aside from that. Talking about MRSM PC, i've been there countless times so i'm quite familiar with the place. For the dorm, they have a big room for a lot, where 12 students will be in there. 12, eh? Well, not really a problem to me though. It's not like i care with who i am living. Kay, the field is pretty wide, the DS and i like the DSB for some reason. Other than that, i suppose that i can't really remember. My last visit there was like... when i'm 10years old? Something like that. Old is old after all. And i heard pretty much from past blogger said that they went to PC, got tired or not really doing good in there(like getting Add Math for only 20 out of 100 percent) and other failures. Maybe they sounded scary to people, i mean, to others. Ah yea, about social, no worries, they're as worse as how TV drama nowadays. But too bad i'm only interested in 2D, and i already got my own waifu~
So that's it. My Will and Resolution for my new school is:
"I'm going to be the king!"
The day have finally come. I'm no longer a junior high student, but now am a high school student. My previous school, MRSM Gerik, well yea i've done a lot. And i've built pretty much of my reputation and power there.
If i were to rank it, i'm successful in Gerik, where i have my hands almost on anything.
Closing old books, i'm opening the new one. I shall forget what happened in Gerik, bad times of course. I was waiting for this day to forget them. I wish i had memories, and yes i had. I had good times, but also bad times in the same time. What's past are past. I hate the bygone something so i won't use it lulz.
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| Main Entrance of MRSM PC. Yea, i've been there times before |
Alright, put 'em all aside, and here comes MRSM PC in 4 more days.
My bro and sis were there, but that doesn't mean anything like special treatment or stuffs.
Thanks to Guilty Crown, Shu's being a badass really made my day, and yea, made my will.
My Will and Resolution:
1) Be the king
Lol sounds funny. But it ain't funny. This is a challenge. Let's see what an otaku like me, with no looks, with communication skills trouble and also a hikikomori, can be there.
Sounds like a weak start, right?
Well, who cares. I follow to no one, but i welcome anyone that wish to follow me.
And till now, the song My Dearest - supercell which is sung by Koeda, yea, i still love it. More like, i love her She's cool and moe in that outfit. And i like their style. supercell FTW!
Okay, aside from that. Talking about MRSM PC, i've been there countless times so i'm quite familiar with the place. For the dorm, they have a big room for a lot, where 12 students will be in there. 12, eh? Well, not really a problem to me though. It's not like i care with who i am living. Kay, the field is pretty wide, the DS and i like the DSB for some reason. Other than that, i suppose that i can't really remember. My last visit there was like... when i'm 10years old? Something like that. Old is old after all. And i heard pretty much from past blogger said that they went to PC, got tired or not really doing good in there(like getting Add Math for only 20 out of 100 percent) and other failures. Maybe they sounded scary to people, i mean, to others. Ah yea, about social, no worries, they're as worse as how TV drama nowadays. But too bad i'm only interested in 2D, and i already got my own waifu~
So that's it. My Will and Resolution for my new school is:
"I'm going to be the king!"
Friday, January 13, 2012
10k already?
It's been a year since this blog started running(or reborn) or whatever.
Well, how in the world did it got 10k views?
Eroge reviews? rants? i dunno.
oh well, 10k is 10k. so it's OVER 9000!!
anyway thanks for viewing and reading.
Keep it going readers! :3
Well, how in the world did it got 10k views?
Eroge reviews? rants? i dunno.
oh well, 10k is 10k. so it's OVER 9000!!
Keep it going readers! :3
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
New Year, New Adventure. Happy New Year
Is this too late for a celebration?
No shit i ain't celebrating a thing.
Oh whatever, it's new year. 2011 is over. My mid-school life is over.
Kid no more, adult i'm growing.
Speaking of adult, i play eroge aimed for all ages and adults. Is that legal?
Well, since when do people care about ages nowadays?
Don't ask me, since i don't give a damn about age restriction lulz~
Okay enough ranting, time to get serious.
So what's up in 2012? i'd say it's two-oh-one-two. Sounds good~
As the year tells, i'm (un)officially 16 years old, or a high schooler now.
Which mean i'm a step closer to be a man, and a step closer to mah dream.
And learning Form 4 and Form 5 subjects sounds fun wwwwwww
Can't wait for that lulz~
Pull those crap off, here's the business.
What do i want to achieve in this year?
1> Ace in all subjects in Form 4, but be an idiot in class.
why.jpg? Cause it's fun this way
2> Strike when they think you've fallen to the lowest.
meaning? Ranking first in exam after people thinks you're an idiot and never be able to get up.
That's the coolest comeback, thanks to Yuuji from Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu for that *w*
3> Have a fun school life
School is fun? Well, yes. Nothing is more better than living through your life with different things everyday. The routines are same but what you do or learn and what you talk about with others are different, aren't they?
4> Definitely gonna buy my waifu figurines~
I don't need to explain this. Picture tells.
HHHNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~
Btw thanks to the owner of the pictures for providing me such beautiful shots *A*
5> Learn something, Produce something
Learnt but not very productive in 2011. Just some beginners Photoshop and video making.
So, new resolution this year is be learning, be productive.
And i heard my bro gonna give me tutorial on how to make app/games for i-gadgets like iPhone or iPad. Why not? :3
6> Nobody gets left behind, hoaah?
Kinda the same like the 1st one. No subjects gonna get left behind being failed or shitty results.
7> We're in the zone, we're hot!
So, when you're in the battlefield, what'll ya do? Fight of course, right? We're in the zone and we're hot. So give it all you got. Thanks to the song In The Zone by John Underdown for this, also to Shiina Go for composing such great song.
i like the long ver. more(6+min), but this one with lyrics so you'll understand the vocals. This song never fails to revive me and keep my adrenaline pumpin'
8> geez, just how much?
Alright, for this year, i got no damn interest in irl love or something like that. Anyone wanna ask me out(there's no, sorry) or have feelings towards me out there, i'll say the same thing to you. "Sorry, i'm only interested in 2D girls and voice actress." , If she insists, i'll just sing "live my life for my waifus~". u mad?
Kay that's all for the rant. Have a good year this year, everyone :3
No shit i ain't celebrating a thing.
Oh whatever, it's new year. 2011 is over. My mid-school life is over.
Kid no more, adult i'm growing.
Speaking of adult, i play eroge aimed for all ages and adults. Is that legal?
Well, since when do people care about ages nowadays?
Don't ask me, since i don't give a damn about age restriction lulz~
Okay enough ranting, time to get serious.
So what's up in 2012? i'd say it's two-oh-one-two. Sounds good~
As the year tells, i'm (un)officially 16 years old, or a high schooler now.
Which mean i'm a step closer to be a man, and a step closer to mah dream.
And learning Form 4 and Form 5 subjects sounds fun wwwwwww
Can't wait for that lulz~
Pull those crap off, here's the business.
What do i want to achieve in this year?
1> Ace in all subjects in Form 4, but be an idiot in class.
why.jpg? Cause it's fun this way
2> Strike when they think you've fallen to the lowest.
meaning? Ranking first in exam after people thinks you're an idiot and never be able to get up.
That's the coolest comeback, thanks to Yuuji from Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu for that *w*
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| *brofist |
School is fun? Well, yes. Nothing is more better than living through your life with different things everyday. The routines are same but what you do or learn and what you talk about with others are different, aren't they?
4> Definitely gonna buy my waifu figurines~
I don't need to explain this. Picture tells.
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| My lovely shotohea Hayate in her swimsuit <3 |
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| Also lovely Charlotte in her jersey <3 |
Btw thanks to the owner of the pictures for providing me such beautiful shots *A*
5> Learn something, Produce something
Learnt but not very productive in 2011. Just some beginners Photoshop and video making.
So, new resolution this year is be learning, be productive.
And i heard my bro gonna give me tutorial on how to make app/games for i-gadgets like iPhone or iPad. Why not? :3
6> Nobody gets left behind, hoaah?
Kinda the same like the 1st one. No subjects gonna get left behind being failed or shitty results.
7> We're in the zone, we're hot!
So, when you're in the battlefield, what'll ya do? Fight of course, right? We're in the zone and we're hot. So give it all you got. Thanks to the song In The Zone by John Underdown for this, also to Shiina Go for composing such great song.
i like the long ver. more(6+min), but this one with lyrics so you'll understand the vocals. This song never fails to revive me and keep my adrenaline pumpin'
8> geez, just how much?
Alright, for this year, i got no damn interest in irl love or something like that. Anyone wanna ask me out(there's no, sorry) or have feelings towards me out there, i'll say the same thing to you. "Sorry, i'm only interested in 2D girls and voice actress." , If she insists, i'll just sing "live my life for my waifus~". u mad?
Kay that's all for the rant. Have a good year this year, everyone :3
Late report, I got 8A's
So, here i am again. Does this piss you off?
Okay enough of this shit.
Kay for those wondering, PMR(Penilaian Menengah Rendah) or some sort of exam for middle schooler had ended long time ago, long enough to make me sleep.
Since it's ended long time ago, the result should be up just a while ago.
Not a while, but also long time .__.
It's just me friggin' lazy to post it here.
So chill, i got 8A's, ain't that great?
I am grateful and thankful to God for my success. Also to my comrades, families out there for the support. Thank you.
Anyway now that i've passed mid school, i shall be advancing to high school now.
So what do i pick? Accountancy? Science Stream?
Science Stream ofc~
why?
'coz it's fun. From 1 divided into 3 parts. From 3 parts i gotta make them one again. Ain't it sound cool?
Well, pardon for this messed up language. I'm listening to Daihinmin by supercell .feat Koeda, doesn't this make sense?
Koeda is just too moe in this song, not to mention she did say "F**k this!" in the song. Oh my ryo what did you teach her XD
Coming up more before i started going back to college in 9/1
Okay enough of this shit.
Kay for those wondering, PMR(Penilaian Menengah Rendah) or some sort of exam for middle schooler had ended long time ago, long enough to make me sleep.
Since it's ended long time ago, the result should be up just a while ago.
Not a while, but also long time .__.
It's just me friggin' lazy to post it here.
So chill, i got 8A's, ain't that great?
I am grateful and thankful to God for my success. Also to my comrades, families out there for the support. Thank you.
Anyway now that i've passed mid school, i shall be advancing to high school now.
So what do i pick? Accountancy? Science Stream?
Science Stream ofc~
why?
'coz it's fun. From 1 divided into 3 parts. From 3 parts i gotta make them one again. Ain't it sound cool?
Well, pardon for this messed up language. I'm listening to Daihinmin by supercell .feat Koeda, doesn't this make sense?
Koeda is just too moe in this song, not to mention she did say "F**k this!" in the song. Oh my ryo what did you teach her XD
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| 15-years-old Koeda is just too moe |
Friday, November 18, 2011
Life: After PMR
Long time no post, or most likely the blog almost kinda likely to be "dead" but heck no, i ain't letting it die before i die lol.
Pretty much reason why i haven't updating this recently:
1) I'm at college. Of course, busy like shiet.
2) The PC at college sucks, it's a Dell Latitdue D510, which lags all the time.
3) Connection. Man since the staffs changed the AP, a lot happened. Connection screwed all the time and the ISP went crazy for like a week. Stranded with no internet thanks to that. dang =..=
Well, since i'm now back home. And yea, i got a 2 weeks program called MIGTY before that.And what i like about this is the T-shirt, i got my hands on designing them :D
As you can see, it's themed Angel Beats! XD
I used a logo generator for that. here's the link > http://2tail.net/gen/
Kinda a lot of stuffs that time. I got to climb forest mountain for 4 hours straight, a quick break at a checkpoint to Solat Zuhur and toilet(damn the girls conquered). The interesting part is i got to trek through a long river. Damn it was really fun when we used bottles for water fight XD .
It took 4hours also, until we reach the dead end and heads up to college. And i got to officiate the usage of the flyover at my college for the first time before it have completed yet woot~ \o/
And stuffs stuffs happened after that~ And i graduated at last from that college. Finally my records there is over and those ecchi and ero stuffs i kept in my workroom PC "accidentally" found could finally be closed wohoo~
Also, Annual Dinner had also past. I got to do those damn montage and slides, even the backdrop and stuffs. Well, at least i could skip all of those boring activities except future talk, that kinda interest me. Damn that personality test actually hit me 95% correctly. I forgot what it is so i'd skip this one.
So now, i'm at home, bored. Since it's pretty boring to wait these days, i decided to do part-time work. At first i found one at a gasoline station, work time is from 9am-11pm and the distance is about 2km from my home. I got a bike(bicycle, of course) so distance doesn't matter. Pays good RM450/month but heck i'm short 2months for age requirements. They want 16, but i'm 15. dang.
Oh well, my mum helped me in finding job and i got a part-time at a prepaid service center, originally my uncle's. He decided to hire me since they're kinda "short" by now so i just take the chance. Description for the job:
Job: Card Scratcher + Prepaid PC Transaction Controller
Hours: 9am-6pm
Distance:1km
Pay: Not fixed but i heard RM100+/week~
Well, that's something to do to kill time, since i'm pretty free and bored by the time.
Alright jobs done and other rants done, finally for the study.
Since i'm done with my junior high, graduated, i'm now trying to be familiar with High School subjects. So, either Accountancy or Science Stream, which one?
Of course, i'd go for Science Stream, since i friggin' hate numbers. Not that i hate math but, Accountancy aims for accountant at the bank, and SS got pretty much of others choice. Since i'm aiming for Mechanical Engineering in Japan, based on JAD courses, I'd go for that.
For Form 4 subjects, i only started Physics and History by now. Dunno why but i'm kinda interested in Physics for some reason. But meh i gotta start reading bout them before the end of the year.
More updates later so later~
Pretty much reason why i haven't updating this recently:
1) I'm at college. Of course, busy like shiet.
2) The PC at college sucks, it's a Dell Latitdue D510, which lags all the time.
3) Connection. Man since the staffs changed the AP, a lot happened. Connection screwed all the time and the ISP went crazy for like a week. Stranded with no internet thanks to that. dang =..=
Well, since i'm now back home. And yea, i got a 2 weeks program called MIGTY before that.And what i like about this is the T-shirt, i got my hands on designing them :D
As you can see, it's themed Angel Beats! XD
I used a logo generator for that. here's the link > http://2tail.net/gen/
Kinda a lot of stuffs that time. I got to climb forest mountain for 4 hours straight, a quick break at a checkpoint to Solat Zuhur and toilet(damn the girls conquered). The interesting part is i got to trek through a long river. Damn it was really fun when we used bottles for water fight XD .
It took 4hours also, until we reach the dead end and heads up to college. And i got to officiate the usage of the flyover at my college for the first time before it have completed yet woot~ \o/
And stuffs stuffs happened after that~ And i graduated at last from that college. Finally my records there is over and those ecchi and ero stuffs i kept in my workroom PC "accidentally" found could finally be closed wohoo~
Also, Annual Dinner had also past. I got to do those damn montage and slides, even the backdrop and stuffs. Well, at least i could skip all of those boring activities except future talk, that kinda interest me. Damn that personality test actually hit me 95% correctly. I forgot what it is so i'd skip this one.
So now, i'm at home, bored. Since it's pretty boring to wait these days, i decided to do part-time work. At first i found one at a gasoline station, work time is from 9am-11pm and the distance is about 2km from my home. I got a bike(bicycle, of course) so distance doesn't matter. Pays good RM450/month but heck i'm short 2months for age requirements. They want 16, but i'm 15. dang.
Oh well, my mum helped me in finding job and i got a part-time at a prepaid service center, originally my uncle's. He decided to hire me since they're kinda "short" by now so i just take the chance. Description for the job:
Job: Card Scratcher + Prepaid PC Transaction Controller
Hours: 9am-6pm
Distance:1km
Pay: Not fixed but i heard RM100+/week~
Well, that's something to do to kill time, since i'm pretty free and bored by the time.
Alright jobs done and other rants done, finally for the study.
Since i'm done with my junior high, graduated, i'm now trying to be familiar with High School subjects. So, either Accountancy or Science Stream, which one?
Of course, i'd go for Science Stream, since i friggin' hate numbers. Not that i hate math but, Accountancy aims for accountant at the bank, and SS got pretty much of others choice. Since i'm aiming for Mechanical Engineering in Japan, based on JAD courses, I'd go for that.
For Form 4 subjects, i only started Physics and History by now. Dunno why but i'm kinda interested in Physics for some reason. But meh i gotta start reading bout them before the end of the year.
More updates later so later~
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Wake me up When 2011 ends
A week+ had just passed, eh?
Also passed my 6th subjects exam, got 2 more tomorrow.
I screwed up on Paper 2 for my 1st subject, the novel section. Oh well, not gonna remember it again or else i'll feel like killin' myself for just a stupid careless.
Anyway, since the exam almost ended, i'll have a lot more time to be around.
And yea, i could already burn down the books, which is the most waited moment *w*
Still, i'd like to have some rest. Though i'll go sleep for 12hours straight, but no thanks.
ah yea, for the marks, i checked my Geography and History paper.
what i got:
History: 90%
Geography: 93%
Awesome, right *w*
Anyway for this post, i'd like to rant about a song by Greenday. As the title says, i dubbed it a lil'. "Wake me up when september ends" by Greenday. Old song is old, but nice song is nice.
Here's the MV:
Kinda awesome MV right? a soldier is soo cool~~
Well, the beat is nice and the music is relaxing. Lyrics are also good, it reminds me of my late father and most of my past so far. I like the MV though. Like i said, soldiers arechou kakkoi! XD
Apart from the MV itself, i'd like to relate this with my life.
Since my Form 3 life almost come to an end, it's time for me to realize that i'm no longer a junior high schooler. Thus i should start studying bout Form 4 subjects right now. Well, i'll give it a break first. maybe around October, i guess?
Anyway, graduation almost comes around. What makes me wanna rant about this vid is because i'm using this as the song for the video that i'll be making. It sounds pretty suitable for parting, right?
Okay that's it. I'll be back with more of eroge and Japan stuffs review. Recently i've got myself Subarashiki Hibi.I see yuri and stuffs stuffs~ Can't wait to play it and Minakami Yuki <3 XD
Till then
Also passed my 6th subjects exam, got 2 more tomorrow.
I screwed up on Paper 2 for my 1st subject, the novel section. Oh well, not gonna remember it again or else i'll feel like killin' myself for just a stupid careless.
Anyway, since the exam almost ended, i'll have a lot more time to be around.
And yea, i could already burn down the books, which is the most waited moment *w*
Still, i'd like to have some rest. Though i'll go sleep for 12hours straight, but no thanks.
ah yea, for the marks, i checked my Geography and History paper.
what i got:
History: 90%
Geography: 93%
Awesome, right *w*
Anyway for this post, i'd like to rant about a song by Greenday. As the title says, i dubbed it a lil'. "Wake me up when september ends" by Greenday. Old song is old, but nice song is nice.
Here's the MV:
Kinda awesome MV right? a soldier is soo cool~~
Well, the beat is nice and the music is relaxing. Lyrics are also good, it reminds me of my late father and most of my past so far. I like the MV though. Like i said, soldiers arechou kakkoi! XD
Apart from the MV itself, i'd like to relate this with my life.
Since my Form 3 life almost come to an end, it's time for me to realize that i'm no longer a junior high schooler. Thus i should start studying bout Form 4 subjects right now. Well, i'll give it a break first. maybe around October, i guess?
Anyway, graduation almost comes around. What makes me wanna rant about this vid is because i'm using this as the song for the video that i'll be making. It sounds pretty suitable for parting, right?
Okay that's it. I'll be back with more of eroge and Japan stuffs review. Recently i've got myself Subarashiki Hibi.I see yuri and stuffs stuffs~ Can't wait to play it and Minakami Yuki <3 XD
Till then
Sunday, September 25, 2011
ETA 8 days, Keep Your Finger Pullin' the Trigger!
Queen six to King Five, do you copy? over.
Lolwut wif the greeting.
Anyway long time no updates.
Why? I've been busy with my exams, and ETA 8 more days before my 3years of studies come to pay the price.
It's not like i'm not ready, it's just that i'm wanna Ace it instead of just passing it.
But no guarantee of me getting A's on all of the subjects though =w=
Anyway, sorry for not updating pretty much lately.
I got pretty much to rant like Nana-chan's Live x Diamond Live Concert or Oretachi ni Tsubasa Wa Nai eroge but, i see that the time haz yet to come.
Anyway thanks for reading my entries, hope you guys keep on followin' this.
I'll be back after the exams are over.
Till them, Hoshikun out!
Lolwut wif the greeting.
Anyway long time no updates.
Why? I've been busy with my exams, and ETA 8 more days before my 3years of studies come to pay the price.
It's not like i'm not ready, it's just that i'm wanna Ace it instead of just passing it.
But no guarantee of me getting A's on all of the subjects though =w=
Anyway, sorry for not updating pretty much lately.
I got pretty much to rant like Nana-chan's Live x Diamond Live Concert or Oretachi ni Tsubasa Wa Nai eroge but, i see that the time haz yet to come.
Anyway thanks for reading my entries, hope you guys keep on followin' this.
I'll be back after the exams are over.
Till them, Hoshikun out!
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