Long time, yup it is.
Well, SPM ended, and so my high school life.
Will be missing my friends a lot.
It was my best highschool life ever
I even felt my dorm was like my 1st home(well, more comfortable than home, i had to admit)
Fast internet and 5x meals everyday(yeah, luxurious)
Everyday homework and drills
Additional classes
Add Maths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry
Skipping classes and stuffs
God, i love these times.
Hope it'll last forever.
But if it is, i would be looping my life all over again, and i will gain just nothing
So as my brother said,"To advance, you got to lose the dearest to you",
I should get over with this, and just let this be within my nevereverforgetful-memories,
and move one for much more better life,
and probably i'll reminisce these memories once more again in the future,
and i would tell my kids that they were:
"The Story of My Life"
The End.
Would be a nice poem-or-whatever-you-call-this.
Time to learn the world and be stronger.
Later.
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Showing posts with label random. Show all posts
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Be the light
Just the thought of another day,
how did we end up this way,
what did we do wrong.....
God..?
#nowplaying Be the light - ONE OK ROCK
such a nice song, i'd say.
The PV is too awesome for me to comment on anything.
Anyway, here's a quick review of the song.
It's actually a song for the victims of natural disaster, or precisely for Japan's Tsunami victim.
(ah yes, this is not the lyrics but i somehow like review them lyric-based :3)
They asked from God, what did they do wrong?
The answers lies within themselves, probably they did nothing wrong, but someone did something wrong, they just don't know about it.
What did it left behind? What did it left from them, and washed away?
"Lives, belongings and families", everything precious from them
But then, there's no one to blame.
And they have seen the "mini-hell" within in this world, and made it back as in still being alive.
How could they forget? The can't forget, for how much live have lost along the way.
Then they'll realize where they stand, THERE THEY ARE, TIME WON'T STOP so, they kept moving on.
Yesterday's light, turns to light, tomorrow's light turns to bright... Be the light.
And i really like the message conveyed by OOR at the end of the song, it touches me.
"Some days, just pass by.
And some days, are unforgettable.
We can't choose the reason why, but we can choose what to do from the day after.
So with that hope, with that determination,
let's make tomorrow, a brighter,
and better day."
Lyric-based, it gives you hope of moving on with your current live right now, showing how much unfortunate the victims are while you have your live easy.
PV-based, i really like the style. It's not retro but, it's like the world is watching the victims, as the TV signifies the media.
And yea, i love the way how Taka sings, that expression and damn.... really nice.
... That's all i guess.
This would probably better me in some ways, and kept my live moving on.
Till then, later :3
how did we end up this way,
what did we do wrong.....
God..?
#nowplaying Be the light - ONE OK ROCK
such a nice song, i'd say.
The PV is too awesome for me to comment on anything.
Anyway, here's a quick review of the song.
It's actually a song for the victims of natural disaster, or precisely for Japan's Tsunami victim.
(ah yes, this is not the lyrics but i somehow like review them lyric-based :3)
They asked from God, what did they do wrong?
The answers lies within themselves, probably they did nothing wrong, but someone did something wrong, they just don't know about it.
What did it left behind? What did it left from them, and washed away?
"Lives, belongings and families", everything precious from them
But then, there's no one to blame.
And they have seen the "mini-hell" within in this world, and made it back as in still being alive.
How could they forget? The can't forget, for how much live have lost along the way.
Then they'll realize where they stand, THERE THEY ARE, TIME WON'T STOP so, they kept moving on.
Yesterday's light, turns to light, tomorrow's light turns to bright... Be the light.
And i really like the message conveyed by OOR at the end of the song, it touches me.
"Some days, just pass by.
And some days, are unforgettable.
We can't choose the reason why, but we can choose what to do from the day after.
So with that hope, with that determination,
let's make tomorrow, a brighter,
and better day."
Lyric-based, it gives you hope of moving on with your current live right now, showing how much unfortunate the victims are while you have your live easy.
PV-based, i really like the style. It's not retro but, it's like the world is watching the victims, as the TV signifies the media.
And yea, i love the way how Taka sings, that expression and damn.... really nice.
... That's all i guess.
This would probably better me in some ways, and kept my live moving on.
Till then, later :3
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
2013 : LET'S ROCK!
SPM this year, pretty much the time i've been waiting for.
Got nothing much to say, just that i can't get into mood for my hobbies.
It's pretty much like they got greyed out, like this:
Anime
Manga
Games
Eroge
CG coloring
etc2.
And Tres Bien for the green-lit ones:
Study
Reports
Homework
......
Okay, i'm starting to be normal, i guess.
Whatever, that concludes for this post until i've done something else unnatural to be said.
Till then, later.
Got nothing much to say, just that i can't get into mood for my hobbies.
It's pretty much like they got greyed out, like this:
etc2.
And Tres Bien for the green-lit ones:
Study
Reports
Homework
......
Okay, i'm starting to be normal, i guess.
Whatever, that concludes for this post until i've done something else unnatural to be said.
Till then, later.
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| Well, no for the time being. |
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Patience and Endurance, A student to be strong-willed
So, while i were surfing around the net today, i found one of my senpai getting this so-called "luxurious" life in her school, like going here and there, something that i always wanted to feel, and to do them. Jelly, if i were to say? Of course, no hard feelings. She already graduated, and i inspire her very much, but not loving, of course.
I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.
I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.
So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.
But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.
Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.
That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3
I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.
I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.
So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.
But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.
Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.
That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3
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| We'll just take it, alright? |
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Summarizing 2012
A very loooonnnngggg time since i last update anything, eh?
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.
January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?
February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH
March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.
April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.
May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?
June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.
July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.
August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.
September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.
October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3
November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.
December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.
January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?
February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH
March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.
April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.
May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?
June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.
July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.
August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.
September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.
October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3
November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.
December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.
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| HOLY SH**!!??#$%^&* |
Friday, April 29, 2011
You like gazing the stars?
me: yes, but i love moon more. but yea, astronomy that is.
So, wanna discuss about astronomy? Come and join us at:
It's kinda new, how bout we start populating the forum?
Don't worry, we're nice guys. It's not like we're eating you lol.
So, wanna discuss about astronomy? Come and join us at:
It's kinda new, how bout we start populating the forum?
Don't worry, we're nice guys. It's not like we're eating you lol.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Never Say "NO!" to Panda!
Okay, this is not my work or anything related to me. I just wanna share.
To be honest, this commercial ad somehow attracted me so much.
Yea, what do you expect if you suddenly saw a panda in front of you? and it suddenly RAAAAAEEGGG!! ?
Oh lulz, whatever. Just watch this guy :
Yea, awesome andbadass panda ad right?
What impressed me is the way they promote, normally we just show the taste of the food or something like that right?
But this one goes the opposite :D
It's a nice tip if you still have any stock wif you.
To be honest, this commercial ad somehow attracted me so much.
Yea, what do you expect if you suddenly saw a panda in front of you? and it suddenly RAAAAAEEGGG!! ?
Oh lulz, whatever. Just watch this guy :
Yea, awesome and
What impressed me is the way they promote, normally we just show the taste of the food or something like that right?
But this one goes the opposite :D
It's a nice tip if you still have any stock wif you.
Monday, November 22, 2010
1st Post
Sup' to the readers. I just made this blog to fill out my boredom and its rather better than lurking around the net all the time doing nothing or looking at some adult stuffs. Well, the blog contents are anime reviews, game reviews(just old though), music recommendations, tutorials and video sharing~. So, hope ya guys to get around here frequently. Yoroshiku! :3
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