SPM ended, High school ended. Life has only just begun

Long time, yup it is.
Well, SPM ended, and so my high school life.
Will be missing my friends a lot.
It was my best highschool life ever
I even felt my dorm was like my 1st home(well, more comfortable than home, i had to admit)
Fast internet and 5x meals everyday(yeah, luxurious)
Everyday homework and drills
Additional classes
Add Maths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry
Skipping classes and stuffs
God, i love these times.

Hope it'll last forever.
But if it is, i would be looping my life all over again, and i will gain just nothing
So as my brother said,"To advance, you got to lose the dearest to you",
I should get over with this, and just let this be within my nevereverforgetful-memories,
and move one for much more better life,
and probably i'll reminisce these memories once more again in the future,
and i would tell my kids that they were:
"The Story of My Life"

The End.

Would be a nice poem-or-whatever-you-call-this.
Time to learn the world and be stronger.
Later.

League of Creative Teen(LoCT) 2013 : 3rd Place

Just a quick post i had to write. Recently won a video competition that i sent my entry back then in June. Finished 3rd :3 here's the video:
The prize is RM2,000 + 4x Canon 16MP A2600 digital camera + certs. Will upload pic later.

Happy 17th Birthday, Me!

Alhamdulillah, finally i'm 17 years old.
Currently in SPM Trial week, so i'll have to celebrate my birthday with my waifu and books orz.

Oh well, hope i'll be stronger as i kept on growing :3

Somehow i'd like to cuddle Hayate now just like Signum does =w=

 Later~

Why i can't forgive myself on Teacher's Day

Teacher's day had just past by. I got no intention of ranting long, i just want to say that i can't forgive myself for this. I've got a tribute video for the day but i'll post it up later.

It was simple, i made her cry.
It's the worst of thing that people would do.
I totally forgo that she's one of the teachers, thus i didn't have her picture inside the video.

Of course, you'd feel being left out behind, only you are not in the picture.
You've been there for already long time, it's a lie if you won't cry out of it.
So, i made her cry. I totally forgot about her.

I can't forgive myself for doing this.
The president told me it's okay, but of course it's not!
I search the internet like crazy for her picture, and made a short emergency speech-like video
for her.

I thought she was expecting it coming but,
she felt touched, she said this is the first and the most touching thing ever she'd ever saw.
She thanked me.
But i can't forgive myself.
I don't deserve the thanks, i've totally forgotten about her, why did she thank me?

... I'm the worst guy.

Patience and Endurance, A student to be strong-willed

So, while i were surfing around the net today, i found one of my senpai getting this so-called "luxurious" life in her school, like going here and there, something that i always wanted to feel, and to do them. Jelly, if i were to say? Of course, no hard feelings. She already graduated, and i inspire her very much, but not loving, of course.

I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.

I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.

 So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.

But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.

Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.

That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3

We'll just take it, alright?

Summarizing 2012

A very loooonnnngggg time since i last update anything, eh?
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.

January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?

February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH

March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.

April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.

May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?

June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.

July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.

August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.

September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.

October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3

November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.

December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.

HOLY SH**!!??#$%^&*

Seitokai Interview : Kokousei version

So yea, here we go again.
Remember me being a seitokai last time?
Aiming for it to this year, hopefully.

Just had my interview this evening
heck they strike my academics
Actually, it was on purpose for the letdown.
well, kinda, pretty hard by now.
But worry not, it's just the worries that let me down.

After i've known the interview results, either i'm in or not, God decides.
But after that, i won't be having needless heart attack-like-heartbeat anymore.
I could finally start killing for real, seriously HELL YEAH!

and here's my favorite at the moment:

KANZEN KANKAKU DREAMER!
yup, by ONE OK ROCK.

so, that's it by now. Will update for further development :3

Happy belated birthday, Hayate!

Though i didn't realize it was 4th June, passed for a few days now...
AAARRRGHHHH!!!!
alright, enough. a belated birthday is okay too, right? :3

I attempted a drawing of her, but meh i failed. But maybe i'll get better next time.

Happy Birthday, Hayate-chan~

 I Love You, Hayate.

Also for extras:

KEIKAKU DOORI! *W*

Mid-term results 2012.

Okay, not gonna blurt out much and i'm just reporting in here.
What i got is 3.38 for TPNG,
requirement for me to apply for Student Representative Council passed.
Also, i expect it to be lower but to think it's just in the range of 3.0<3.5 it's just nice.
Ah yea, i got no fails, so i don't have to repeat, eh? :3

Later then :3

PUM Convention @ MRSM Kuala Krai

It's kinda long since i last update but oh well, who cares anyway?

Okay, a few weeks ago i went to Kuala Krai for a PUM Convention(Program Usahawan Muda a.k.a young businessman)
Less talk, more detailed. Lemme make this short and sweet.
Went there from Gerik at 8.00am till 12pm arrival time(my butt cramped :v)
Okay, first we gotta unpack all of the things and get everything set up.

What's the special we got?
= Bamboos and durian, yep, only from Gerik :3

We made a hut from the bamboos, required a lot of handwork for the tying up and of course, it's complicated. But we're done on that night for the roof, and fully organized tomorrow :3
the hut :

yup, there's the hut.

Okay, back to business. Things aren't pretty easy as our main attraction aren't really easy to be sold, the durians that is cause of the price(yup, they're expensive)

To be honest, i'd say this convention looks some sort like of a bunkasai(japanese's school culture festival).
Every class got a shop to stop, and mostly got games and stuffs.
Also there's a MRSM that make a cafe, which provides free movies and magazines. And thanks to this year theme which is "Fruits", most deco are, yea, fruits.

Seems like talk ain't gonna show the stuffs, here's some pic :

Alright, that's the campus. Shops all around~ Bunkasai Malay ver. :3

One of the shops, fully transformation to the class :3

Okay, we got Haruhi here. Nice~

I'll post more pic later i think.
Okay, for the results, i ain't really care bout others but my college got 2nd place in the best stall(thanks to the bamboo hut and the durians, they sure make a win)

I'd say going here is awesome, and it felt like a real bunkasai~
I'll update more later.

Earth Day 2011

Since the national event "Earth Day" come again(or did it already past), and i don't really know when as i've forgotten the date orz.
Oh well, let's say i did make something for this day. Made for the college and used Sony Vegas Pro 9 throughout the vid :3

actually the vid was a rip off from National Geography, COD n Halo Reach, Tsunami tradgedy news at Japan and yea, some cool-n-nice view of nature.
The intro was kinda awesome to me, also it was just a stolen project from the others. No prob, that guy did say i dun have to put da credits~

 And yea, i did make a new intro, for my college :3