Be the light

Just the thought of another day,
how did we end up this way,
what did we do wrong.....
God..?

#nowplaying Be the light - ONE OK ROCK

such a nice song, i'd say.
The PV is too awesome for me to comment on anything.
Anyway, here's a quick review of the song.
It's actually a song for the victims of natural disaster, or precisely for Japan's Tsunami victim.
(ah yes, this is not the lyrics but i somehow like review them lyric-based :3)
They asked from God, what did they do wrong?
The answers lies within themselves, probably they did nothing wrong, but someone did something wrong, they just don't know about it.
What did it left behind? What did it left from them, and washed away?
"Lives, belongings and families", everything precious from them
But then, there's no one to blame.
And they have seen the "mini-hell" within in this world, and made it back as in still being alive.
How could they forget? The can't forget, for how much live have lost along the way.
Then they'll realize where they stand, THERE THEY ARE, TIME WON'T STOP so, they kept moving on.
Yesterday's light, turns to light, tomorrow's light turns to bright... Be the light.

And i really like the message conveyed by OOR at the end of the song, it touches me.
"Some days, just pass by.
And some days, are unforgettable.
We can't choose the reason why, but we can choose what to do from the day after.
So with that hope, with that determination,
let's make tomorrow, a brighter,
and better day."

Lyric-based, it gives you hope of moving on with your current live right now, showing how much unfortunate the victims are while you have your live easy.

PV-based, i really like the style. It's not retro but, it's like the world is watching the victims, as the TV signifies the media.
And yea, i love the way how Taka sings, that expression and damn.... really nice.

... That's all i guess.

This would probably better me in some ways, and kept my live moving on.
Till then, later :3

Seitokai no Boku : Truth of my Student Council Life

Hiya there. It's early in the morning here and i'm pretty sleepy to rant. But i did promise to, so here goes. Seitokai as in Student Representative Council, this would be a reveal to everything, either good or bad, just everything i've experienced at my school, Form 4 and Form 5.

Starting with my position, i'm holding the portfolio of "Information and Communication(+ICT) Exco", which relates my job to all of the technical and technological works. Obviously, i should, like, connecting people and information but, i'm more to technology instead.

First things first, I take my position to seriously. Like, to give a total revolution to my school. I've made achievements like making live video(or live broadcast system if you're familiar with it), but that sacrifices a lot of things. Even now, i'm still struggling to get a lot of videos to be done for the form 4 registration day. I see it as a simple thing but since it's what they demand, it's not. It's like you're already working, and you have to follow every of your client demands. It's ridiculous, of course. And you can't simply like "no, i don't want" or reject just like that. Why? It's because you're a Student Council, it's more like "serving the residence of your school", like a staff. Well, you can just reject anything, but of course, you'll be "rejected" by them also, and i don't want that to happen.

Still, even under pressure, i'm doing my job in a fun way, no stress or any pressure. Though i do sacrifice my academics just to work, but the result and the responds are satisfying, which lower my regret of not focusing in study. But, that's the old story, last year. Not anymore for this year. I've decided to give full course of studying, more better than last year. But of course, not leaving my work alone. It's like 50-50, fair and square.

So, here's the secret of being a Student Council:
1) Take my portfolio, you'll have 24/7 access to computers and internet, no charges.
2) Achieve or impress the principal. If you did, you can request just anything, from dinner to a beast gaming rig.
3) You CAN ask for payment for all of your done work, but in a nice way. Payment aren't all monies, it's various. Skipping classes, maybe? :3
4) If you're gonna be one, then forget about "having a normal life". Once you're in, your student life will change. When people are doing their homework, you're doing your work. And i really meant it, for my position.
5) Never try to quit once you're one. There's no falling back, no exit, unless you're ready to spray your batch name with bad names, you can.
6) You'll be embarrassed if you're a shy person for the first time of applying, interviewed or promoting yourself before being one of them. Not humiliated, but embarrassed. But once you've been long, you'll get used to it.
7) The best thing is, you'll have your own gang dinner, anywhere, just say the place. Last dinner for last year's Student Council had was at some exclusive restaurant, with the cost or RM1k+ just for 15 heads.
8) Take your job seriously. Why? If you did, you won't know what kinda offer you'll be getting. Seriously.
9) Meetings? Depends on the school. If it's like "follow the procedure" then you'll have to endure, like, 2-3hours of meeting with only 3-4 agenda done. If your advisor/president is "anything goes" type, then 30minutes would already suffice.
10) Lastly, don't forget to take care of your grades. Student Council + Superb Grades = Sure Scholarship.

That's all i gotta say. Re-living my seitokai life after watching Seitokai no Ichizon 1 and Lv2, I REALLY WISH FOR A HAREM SEITOKAI AND A LOLI SEITOKAICHOU!

Japan's Student Council are the best

2013 : LET'S ROCK!

SPM this year, pretty much the time i've been waiting for.
Got nothing much to say, just that i can't get into mood for my hobbies.
It's pretty much like they got greyed out, like this:
Anime
Manga
Games
Eroge
CG coloring
etc2.

And Tres Bien for the green-lit ones:
Study
Reports
Homework

......
Okay, i'm starting to be normal, i guess.
Whatever, that concludes for this post until i've done something else unnatural to be said.
Till then, later.

Well, no for the time being.

Patience and Endurance, A student to be strong-willed

So, while i were surfing around the net today, i found one of my senpai getting this so-called "luxurious" life in her school, like going here and there, something that i always wanted to feel, and to do them. Jelly, if i were to say? Of course, no hard feelings. She already graduated, and i inspire her very much, but not loving, of course.

I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.

I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.

 So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.

But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.

Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.

That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3

We'll just take it, alright?

Summarizing 2012

A very loooonnnngggg time since i last update anything, eh?
First : I'm busy with updating the other blog, the seitokai's one, for the students.
Second : I'm a lazy person, you know that.
Third : I dunno what to write, sorry.
Well, whatever. 2012 is coming to it's end, I only got a month before 3rd Semester starts. So, here i'd like to summarize from the beginning till the end of my school days, along with my life as an otaku at MRSM PC.

January : I'm still in Gerik, MIGTY program. Designed my own Angel Beats! themed shirt for the program. Well, they like it, i guess?

February : Enrolled in MRSM PC. To know that there's a student here actually visited my blog before coming here, also ended up being my roommate lol. Orientation week, nothing much. I volunteered myself as my class representative, 4 Dinawari. Since i got this awkward moment of "silence" when we were given class on that night. Thus, i took my courage and go in front, and said "So, let's start with introduction, shall we?" with a disgusting smile. UGH

March : Activity Week Semester 1. I did a lot to my class. Being the band leader in the activity Battle of The Band, i go around finding guitar tabs and music for my band members. We performed our first live and i got myself as a "Backup singer" position. Thanks to that, starting from that day, my nickname is "Backup Singer" from Form 4 and Form 5.

April : What do we have here? I forgot, i guess. Nothing much except mid-term holiday from March. So, yeah, started gathering otaku friends here, including my roommate who's loaded with anime in his HDD. Stayed up late night in Dewan Selera to have the chance to marathon what he have on Sony LED TVs. I got tired a week after that thus go back to my normal life.

May : Earth Day. I was expecting that they gonna ask us, Form 4 to make videos, so i had everything planned. Went to Gerik to take footage, also increase my leadership skill commanding an army of Form 3,2 and 1 students there for a night. Finished 2nd in the Earth Day Video Competition. Solo army, what can i do more?

June : Election for Student Representative Council is up, or was it next month? Well, it's nearby. My exam results are crappy, 3.38 with all down on Add Math, Science Stream but luckily English and others saved me. Minimum requirement for Seitokai is 3.5, but i did give it a go, thanks to the senpai that supported me.

July : Seitokai Interview. I dunno what did i do for a month. I passed the interview and had myself running around the school in White Baju Melayu all the time. They say it's for the students to know who are the candidates before voting. So, yeah. I go ahead and make a Promotional Video for the voting day. After done promoting shits, i'm back to my school uniform. Announced that i'm selected (secretly) before the official announcement. I got myself a fixed position : Information and Communication Exco, unlike others, where they had to switch their positions.

August : Officially a seitokai. It's Ramadhan. It's a pretty fun month. Tarawikh in Dewan Besar, got aircond and superbly comfortable :3 Ah yea, activity week. Nothing much since we're fasting, got no actions.

September : Started myself to learn more about AE, CG coloring and stuffs. My interests started to lean to Art and Design, and i find myself linked with the interest through my skills. Putting my seitokai as the reason, i pulled up all-nighters to get better.

October : Finals are up around, and what did i do? I gave up. Forever? Nope, this year. Why? Since i know i messed up- i mean, i play around for a year, wasting my academics in order to enjoy my youth so, i tend to make up this holiday. Passed the exam without any worries and regrets. I love Science Computer :3

November : This month, before the end of it, i'd like to say i've been wasting another month, of finding my interest. Started a lot of projects but, they all go dead, since i lack of willpower to do more. Received my results, pawned on Add Math and all Science Stream subjects, but then i aced in Science Computer : 94% *w* . Innocence by Eir Aoi, along with Overfly by Haruna Luna touched me, thus i've resolved myself to give everything i have for the last month of my highschool life.

December : Comic Fiesta? Not going, sorry. Next year, for sure. Coming up more later.

HOLY SH**!!??#$%^&*

[CG] 1st time CG coloring, it's cool

Alright, how months has it been since my last post?
Not that anyone cared about it, right?

If ya readers wondering why i didn't post about eroge reviews anymore, it's because, yeah, i ain't got those time to complete all the routes.
And i haven't had the time to get new eroges, not to mention there's no place on buying them here. So i just loot around HF or any other sites, okay?

Ok, here's the deal.
Finally i started to try CG coloring
It was pretty hard, i'd say.
No, more like, tedious and long process.
But it's still fun all the way to it ^^

so yeah, here's the thing, my first time ever!
Credits to: respective tutorials owners(sorry but i forgot ya name)
Artwork by: PeaCh Artworks
Tools used: Photoshop
Time: 2hours+
Characer: Asuna(SAO)

I screwed Asuna's lower hair, for some reasons.

And here's the second attempt.

Artwork by: PeaCh Artworks
Tools used: Photoshop
Time: 3hours+

Pretty good for first time, eh?
Well, i'm going for more challenging attempt after this.
Look forward for more ^^

Seitokai no Ichizon 2 PV

Finally, the time has arrived.
Hell yeah, been waiting this for more than 2 years, finally it came.
Just a PV, but it'll be out in Fall 2012 Anime :3
here's the PV :3

Hekiyou Gakuin Seitokai will be back in Fall.
But if you noticed, the characters are a bit different from season 1.
There was a news in ANN that the character designer changed. But i don't mind since Kurimu will always be Kurimu :3
and the others also~

So, enjoy your Summer Anime 2012 for the time being while waiting for it, folks :3

ICE XII : Report on 2nd week

Yup, you know what is ICE, it's my new taskforce now.
Okay, we're getting this.
So i did said my 3rd manifesto was to repair their lappys and neppys, and i did.
The charges are pretty low if i were to say, but it'll do since we're in school, they're not loaded.
Thanks to the super low prices, customers are endless :3

So, for the time being, here goes the rep :3

click to enlarge

so i could make RM60 in 2 weeks, eh?
sounds fine to me, and i guess buying a Wacom Bamboo tablet won't be a dream after 2-3 months, eh? :3
laters chaps :3

ICE XII

ORENO HAREM LIFE KITAAAAAA!!!!
or i'd like to say like that if i were in Hekiyou Gakuin, but no.

Alright, once again, i'm officially a seitokai.
Thank God i passed, i wasn't expecting with my low grades.
Still, i could take Sugisaki Ken as example to rake it up, hoah? :3

So yeah, what's up with ICE?
ICE is first introduced in MRSM PC's BWP 11/12, where they changed the original MAKOM name to ICE.
Still the bloody same thing, where AE was started by MAKOM 10/11 actually. Oh well, just get along with this.
I'm okay with either, or else i'll just make my own name uehehehe.
But for the time being, i guess i'll just go on with ICE since people got used to it. Not my cup of tea but at least they'll remember me.

So, for the time being, i'll be using this logo as my trademark. Inspired by Danny Choo's "Culture Japan" logo :3

 The plain one is for videos and the network one is for the upcoming tutorial or anything that connects :3
For now, this would be the report. later :3