Patience and Endurance, A student to be strong-willed

So, while i were surfing around the net today, i found one of my senpai getting this so-called "luxurious" life in her school, like going here and there, something that i always wanted to feel, and to do them. Jelly, if i were to say? Of course, no hard feelings. She already graduated, and i inspire her very much, but not loving, of course.

I ended my 2012, freshman in highschool with nothing ordinary, except for me being able to exert my powers, ruling the school in spite of me just being an underling of the President. I do not mind, and i respect him, in many ways. But i do have my part in ruling, thus i kept it on.

I remember an unhappy event in my life of 2012, where i was tasked to create a closing video for Activity Week in my school. I was given information about to create a certain event only, but i was unclear about it. Thus i called my advisor, and she said to make a video of the whole thing in Activity Week. And yea, done and created it. Being unlucky, i got scolded by the teacher who requested, and turned out that she's the most feared teacher in the school(nuff said). It was really tremendous, high-pitched and sarcastic anger, i felt like wanting to cry. Bearing with my feeling, i hardened my heart, as if receiving and accepting her rant, even though i know that wasn't my mistake at all. I do not blame my advisor, because initially it was my fault for being unclear with the task. Continuing back to the scene, after a long-great scolding i got in front of my senior who did nothing at all but ignore, i took the remaining 10minutes before the event started, and rushed back to re-make and remove parts except a certain event in it. Gladly i'm able to made it in time. After it ends, well, at least the teacher did apologize to me for being too hard on me, and advise me a little bit. I was like "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, terribly sorry" through all the time.

 So, question is, what did i feel? More like don't i felt like "FUCK THIS, I'M NOT DOING THIS! IT'S NOT MY FAULT, WHY PUT THE BLAME ON ME?" - or something like that? Apparently, no. Thanks to the patience and endurance when i was scolded at that time, i don't even feel a thing like badmouthing the teacher, nor have my revenges or something sort like that. It's like, it's best if i just walk away and forget about all of this. After all, she did apologize to me, so do i. It's a fair and square talk, 50-50 on each side, so i don't mind at all.

But question is, how can i endure of being scolded by the most feared teacher in school? How did i do that? Maybe some people couldn't handle it. Probably they'll start crying or fight back, i dunno. But i'm sure what did i do is hardened my heart, accepting all of her words and put them into a temporary storage in my head to be analyze(understand) and remove them. That's all it takes, and i continue on following her orders like re-create the video in less than 10minutes.

Thanks to that, i don't really feel down or like, giving up on anything anymore. Getting scolded or hurt? That's what highschool boys to you, we're used to it. So, just an advise of to be patient and endure everything. And i really hate being short-tempered, getting angry at all short of things, like shouting out loud with anger. You really don't know about people, aren't you? All we want is peace, and we despise riot/chaos.

That's all i gotta say, hope this help in certain people who's still studying by now and always getting scolded by me :3

We'll just take it, alright?